There Is No Reason for Your Heart to Close

When I first met you, you were inspired to open your heart. And you did. You opened it up and I let you in.

Then after a little while, you let your fears close your heart. You can blame it on my faults, on your medicine, on the evil spirit that hangs around you or that you haven’t yet learned to love unconditionally, but really in the end you let your fears close your heart. You made the choice.

The truth is your heart can always be open. There is absolutely no reason for it to be closed. YOU have to insist on opening it. Every minute of the day, you have a choice to keep it open or to close it. By hiding behind your rationality and your ‘reasons’, you are still avoiding practicing keeping your heart open. When it happens, it happens here and now, by you insisting on it, it is not something you will learn one day in the future. Your heart knows what to do already, when you don’t let the fears get the best of you. I know, I have lived both ways.

So I tell you, there are no reasons for your heart to close, absolutely none.

alchemy-circle"There are three gates of liberation if you like, three cities much like the ones associated with the Goddess you have been named after that unites the chemistry experiment: the material, astral and causal. You get a chance to mix those together in your alembic and boom a wedding of chemical proportions is what we are looking at."
Part II: Chapter 15

lovers"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."
Part III: Chapter 33

kalisgift-anovelbyNYA-hzKali’s Gift is a timeless tale of love and spirituality, set in the desert land of Perth, Australia. A well-educated and enigmatic couple who have lived a reclusive life for many years invite a young woman artist named Lalita into their home and life. Though clearly independent in her expression and personality, Lalita is unknowingly thrown into a strange world of magic and meditation, love and alchemy, where she is destined to be profoundly transformed and in turn to transform the people around her. In the alembic of this story, you will find an alchemical composition of mysticism, dreams, transformational art, love triangles, ecstatic and astral awakenings and entanglements of magical and spiritual proportions that may astound you or at least captivate your heart and mind.

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