Hey, I seen you around
A vigorous, bright energy
I follow its trail and
Your imprint, your smile
Turns my heart ablaze...
In the world, I exist
everything is energy
Flowing in and out of me
Affront and back
What I feel is love
I think, vibrating, creating
connecting and moving life...
Wait!
And then I loose its trail
Lost for a minute
In the mind’s concoctions
And entrapments
Set me free please
I want to choose
the heart’s way, no more fear
Truly, I’m fed up with half and not enough...
Hey my lady, sweet spirit!
You say
You’ve noticed me, finally
Been waiting around for this
How do I be free with you
When my heart now feels
Like surrendering again?
How do I get lost in you and
Choose the heart’s way?
I meet you in my dreams now
A reflection of something
I thought I was missing
But still here, I know
When I shift my perspective
Ever so lightly
Like the energy that flows
Easily towards me
When I stop resisting it....
See you, feel you
Some time, some day
When you’re ready
To stop resisting,
When you can receive
My sweet surrender...
September 9, 2018


"There are three gates of liberation if you like, three cities much like the ones associated with the Goddess you have been named after that unites the chemistry experiment: the material, astral and causal. You get a chance to mix those together in your alembic and boom a wedding of chemical proportions is what we are looking at."
"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."










