Finding Joy
There are only two energies at the core of the human experience:
love and fear.
Love grants freedom,
fear takes it away.
Love invites full expression,
fear punishes it.
Love invites you always,
to break the bonds of ignorance.
- Walsch
When Cat woke that morning, and sat in her bed, leaning up against the bed railing with her covers carefully wrapped around her body, she looked out her window with unease. The sky was still full of the night’s darkness and yet people were distractedly moving about outside, clearly on their way to somewhere. Cat didn’t move, in fact, she seemed to make a point out of sitting very still on her bed, while she watched the world go about its business outside.


"There are three gates of liberation if you like, three cities much like the ones associated with the Goddess you have been named after that unites the chemistry experiment: the material, astral and causal. You get a chance to mix those together in your alembic and boom a wedding of chemical proportions is what we are looking at."
"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."










