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Don't Tell Me to Change Who I AM

Don't tell me to change who I AM.
Don’t tell me how I am supposed to feel.
Don't tell me to stop trusting life and people.
Don't tell me to rely on the rational.

I see your anxiety,
hell, I feel it deeply in my body,
when you look at me like that. Get away from me!
I won’t live with that companion anymore.
I spent 3 years of my life subsisting on anxiety, victim fear and rage.

I can not bear your judgement of the freedom
I have found in my inner trust.
It carried me through those difficult years.
I can not let go of my innocence,
You see, it is my strength, my heart.

I refuse to obsess over any disease I may contract or
anything else that I could be fearful of in life.
You may call me careless or stupid,
I am not.
I've made a conscious choice of who I am.

Stop giving me advice that I didn't ask for,
it will not help me in any way.
Stop talking and listen with your heart instead of your mind or
go back to where you came from and
give yourself the exact same advice instead.

Love, stop worrying about me,
I will not harm the world with my innocence and trust.
And please stop feeding me your own shame, guilt and fears.
I believe in love above all and
I insist on keeping my focus on just that.

October 2017

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Above the Underground is about a young woman Sera, who comes to New York in year 2042 to study. New York has become an underground city since the Final War in 2020, where most of the East Coast of the U.S. was obliterated by bioweapons. NY is still a prominent city tightly governed by a mysterious group of people ‘the Ustodians’ who are running the city under very strict guidelines. Her real journey of the mind and spirit starts when Sera begins to dig under the surface of this apparently well-functioning city.A number of events and encounters of people throw her unwillingly into a reality and a city, which is much different from the New York she first encountered and gradually her experience of the world expands to new dimensions.The book is about a woman’s and a city’s empowering awakening. Even in the darkest of places a light exists. It is not essential to find the light, it is essential being it.

“There were no rays of sunlight coming in through cracks or windows, bringing a little warmth to the place.There were only endless street tunnels and railways stretching and winding like big fat snakes, sleeping in their domain, waiting to smell their prey and devour it. But they said this was now the safest place in the world to live, since the division of powers in the world had shifted and the weakest had taken the positions of the strongest.”

Part 1, Chapter III

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Part II: Chapter 15

lovers"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."
Part III: Chapter 33

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