I want to fall deeply into you, and as I do I release all fears of the unfathomable, and my heart will be completely open, breathing, moving, crying out with joy. And when you let me in, whoever you are, I will let myself fall so deeply that I loose all sense of myself and you, until my body becomes one with yours, one lawless ocean, an overwhelming dream chaos. And as I fall, surrendering to what is, what was, what will be, I feel a stillness amidst the chaos of this pulsating energy … you are the anchor, the anchor that holds me to the bottom of the sea, where I will find my true self, my true power within.



"There are three gates of liberation if you like, three cities much like the ones associated with the Goddess you have been named after that unites the chemistry experiment: the material, astral and causal. You get a chance to mix those together in your alembic and boom a wedding of chemical proportions is what we are looking at."
"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."










