Awakenings
About two years ago, I set out on a journey of many awakenings, energetically, emotionally and spiritually. It began when I faced some very serious fears in my life... I faced them and made a conscious choice not to let them control my life. I took a big leap, made some huge changes by leaving a relationship behind that had been fueled by fears for a long time. In doing this, I freed myself, you could say. I gained this new depth of insight into myself, and a greater sense of clarity around whom I truly am, what I want to have in my life, what is serving me and what isn't. I also now recognize fears in other people and I have the courage to speak of what I sense when appropriate. Some times, I choose to give support in more subtle ways than direct communication.
"There are three gates of liberation if you like, three cities much like the ones associated with the Goddess you have been named after that unites the chemistry experiment: the material, astral and causal. You get a chance to mix those together in your alembic and boom a wedding of chemical proportions is what we are looking at."
"By impulse, she looked above her. On the branches of the peppermint tree, birds had gathered. In the invisible spaces that she could see when she called herself back to the state she had been in at Helena’s house, she saw beings smiling to her. They had gathered around Kama and Lalita, wherever there was space. She could see their faces at the very back of the garden, where the star jasmine spread its stems. With the sound of the birds above and the earth vibrating underneath, she knew they all urged her to let go, to feel the earth and sky sing to her, to let her take in the glory of it all."
